hurting

things are still pretty hard right now. my life is in some strange place right now. i know where i am is a place i will never forget. i believe God is truly trying to teach me something and prepare me for something big! when i find out i will let you know.

waiting

i heard someone on TV last night pray, dear Lord help not be afraid, help me to trust you. my life has been pretty hard. only compared to some it has been pretty easy. i am afraid i will never get the chance to experience what love feels like. i am sure this sounds trivial but to me its huge. this is my first blog...more to come.